About me well im a fun out going and i use to have a lover but she left me heart broken. i like to rap and have fun. but i feel like im the most hated human being on this planet called earth like both of my family's hate my guts i often think about killing myself like putting a gun to my head and blowing my brains all over the place then hopeing god will grant me wings and let me fly up to heaven and be with him then thinking about how many people would miss me and cry at or even show up to my death bed. i know god is real 100 present i belive in him totally he guides me threw my pain and suffering he loves me i hop but even if he doesnt i love him anyway. i want to become a state trooper or aka state officer and work for swat team at the same time.